The time has come for us to part ways after four lonely years. Whether it’s a trial separation or divorce ahead I do not know yet. All I know is that our relationship isn’t working for me anymore.
-I need human conversation, someone to listen to me and occasionally guide. You offer random writings and ask me to put my thoughts in a formatted document.
-I want feedback and collaboration so that we can be ‘together’ on this journey. You simply want my wallet.
-I need to know our relationship is special and meaningful. You sell yourself to anyone who pays.
I really hope you mend your ways some day soon and maybe then we can consider picking up again.
PS I feel lighter and freer already – tossing my CSP and CSC paper applications in the bin helped a lot.